I'm at a point in life I honestly never thought I'd be at. There are very few people who seem to care to see me and very few people I care to be around. Quite a few friendships I never thought I'd see fade out, faded out. Some days I'll go all day without speaking to a single soul and it's no ones fault but my own. I'm at the lowest point in my life right now. I wish I had the guts to just get up and go with no destination, I have nothing holding me back. No real job, no girlfriend, few friends, no lease. I'm pretty sure that if I just disappeared, no one would notice for days and few would care.
"I can't believe my eyes anymore
I turn around and you're not there
I don't believe my mind anymore
It tells me things I don't want to hear
Where have I gone
Crushing my soul, crushing my heart
Where has it gone
Crushing my spirit, crushing my hope
I can't survive this life anymore
Not one more day of this bullshit
You turn around and I'm not there
Not one more hour, not one more minute, not one more second
I'm gone
Sometimes I wish I could just go where no one knows me
Sometimes I wish I could just disappear
Sometimes I think no one would even care
Sometimes I think no one would even notice...
I'm gone"
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